what i feel today

hmmm, what to write leh.... now i'm having my 2 months year holidays, before the holidays, i plan what to do during the holidays but now i ended up doing nothing. Today, i went to check my eyes, fortunately, my eyes power doesn't change much, so i can stick to my own spec power. You know what sometimes what we wish for won't happen but instead opposite things happen which make us to give hard-work to achieve it.This actually make us strong and prepare us for future's challenges .....i totally agree with that statement because i know Allah is Great. i know i just have to follow the flow and face the challenges that is in front of me, i know i can do it because i'm Nurul Fairuz.....I dunno why i always keep go against my parents, ya i know they are doing their job as parents, but can't they see from the perspective me as a student, understand my feeling that i'm actually working hard for them, i love them very much, very very much, although i'm the only who go against them but in the end is me who is actually crying alone and feeling guilty. Nurul Fairuz try to be more matured, you are not small children anymore, you are going to be 21 so act like 21 year old girl and enjoy the life. Take the things happen around you is exams that Allah give to you^^ FIGHTING NURUL FAIRUZ aka TIARA.....